Yeah. My mother finally gave my the camera. Win.
But I haven't had time or the ambition to take photos. School is killing me. Chemistry is so hard, and this Engineering class that I am taking is killing what little is left. The class would not be so bad, if the teacher wasn't monotone, the class wasn't in the morning, and the usage of Matlab, which basically is computer programing, but with math. SO difficult.
Life has been okay these past few weeks. It could be better, but it sure as hell could be worse.
I am almost done with my first year. Which is major to me. A year of college, and not only that, but at a pretty prestigious public university. I feel happy. Recently I have looked back on my past, and I think it is okay for me to say I am proud of myself... Not in a cocky way, but in the way that I was able to overcome certain challenges to be where I am today. At one of the top colleges in California. wow.
I think I will stay with my major, there is still a slight uncertainty, but I am sure I will figure it out.
I do feel over worked right now. School work has been beating me in the face. I am better able to handle it though, compared to last quarter, when I took the jump from 13 units to 16. This quarter it is about 17 to 18.
Surprisingly Calculus is my best subject. I have actually been understanding it, and liking it. Communications has been a blast. I did not do so good on the midterm, but that was my fault and not managing my study times, and not letting it be a bigger priority. I have learned my lesson.
I guess this time in my life, like many others is still about learning lessons. I don't think they will ever stop. But in a way that makes me happy, because I am learning. And learning now things is always fun (depending on what they are).
I think I want to make the attempt to enjoy life. I see too many people, even friends, around me allowing small things to get to them. Or events in their lives take over and control everything. I don't understand how they can do this. I know that some of these events are shitty, and take some time to get over or used to, but I feel that if you hold on to them and allow them to take control, then you gain nothing but pain and hate.
Meh, that was a tangent.
Well I guess it shows what is partially on my mind. Anyways I need to finish up a lab writeup for chem and then do some of my Communication homework.